Okay so I didnt expect to have lost much since the day before yesterday, but I damn sure didnt expect what I saw when I stepped on the scale this morning.
On day 8, I weighed in at 259.4. TODAY I WEIGH 263.8!!!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK....
On day 8 I did make some flax seed crackers, but I only used 1 cup of milled flax seed, water, 2-3 tablespoons of sriracha for flavor and just enough olive oil to lightly grease the pan I baked it in. I also sliced up ONE cucumber and topped it with 2 tablespoons of light dressing that only contained 50 calories. Along with my usual juice, thats all I fucking ate that day!
Yesterday I ate raw carrots, broccoli and kale using about 6 tablespoons of the same 50 calorie/per 2 tablespoons dressing that I used on day 8. Even with the dressing, that accounts for no more than 400 calories. I also had a juice at dinnertime.
I dont understand how I gained 4.4 fucking pounds in less than two motherfucking days. So apparently my body will not allow me to lose weight unless I just dont fucking eat at all or stick 100% to an all liquid juice fast and feel like shit all day.
Thats fucking great. What the fuck is even the point anymore? I dont know what to do!!!!!!! THIS IS FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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